Just One Day - Ch21 Sinner (2024)

 
 
           
 
 
Y/N
"Take care of yourself, darling; call me every time you're free."
"I will, mom, I promise."
I hug mom tightly, as I can't contain myself from crying. I don't want to leave, but I have to, for everyone's sake, and this moment is proof that I must leave and find myself a place to heal. Mom is the only one who sent me to the airport. Jimin and Dad didn't even come to see me before I left, and I understand it. What I'm thankful for is that mom is still here, which means she knows nothing, and that dad didn't say anything to her about my secret that he discovered.
"I'm sorry about your dad not being here to send you; he has an urgent meeting, and I know you understand."
"Don't worry, mom, I do understand."
I think it's better that they are not here to send me because, truth be told, I really don't know how to face my dad, especially Jimin.
That night, when Jimin kissed me, was the happiest night I ever had. I felt loved, but I also felt dirty. Being kissed by someone you love is an incredible feeling, but being kissed by your own brother is repulsive, and I now detest myself much more than I did before.
"Study hard, my dear; I promise we will come to your graduation ceremony."
 
I simply smiled sweetly at my mother without saying anything since, in all honesty, I really don't want them to come see me. I promise myself to endure two years without them, hoping that with that span of time I will already forget my feelings for my brother and just see him as my only brother.
"Mum, I have to go now, or else the plan will take off without me."
Mum laughed at my remarks while drying her wet face with her hands, but she didn't notice I watched her every movement with my sad face. I felt sorry and guilty. She gave birth to me and brought me up with so much love and respect, but I ended up betraying her.
I'm really sorry, mom.
I sat silently beside the window on the plane, looking at the view of Korea from the last time, and after a few minutes, I saw nothing but all white and blue; this must be it. It's really a goodbye.
GOOD BYE, KOREA
I bite my lower lip and close my eyes. I lean in the window while remembering what happened that night inside my room with my brother.
I stood frozen while looking at Jimin, all covered with blankets on my bed. I got so emotional and silently cried. I wanted him so badly, but it was wrong. I love him, but in a sinful way. For a moment, I wanted to curl up in his arms and embrace him, but it wasn't right.
Everything is wrong, but why did it feel so right?
Different emotions were running through my head when I suddenly became weak and helpless.
Jimin suddenly stood up and smashed his lips with mine. That moment, I got totally blank, like there was nothing on my brain, like nothing at all. I just closed my eyes and kissed him back. Our kisses get so heated that we both lose ourselves. Jimin pulled me closer to his body, which made me open my mouth a little wider as he took the chance to enter his tongue. He started to run his hand on my skin until he reached for my waist, encircling it his thumb smoothly. After awhile, he moves his other hand to guide my head and tilts it to the side as he starts to lick and suck my neck while I rest my hands on his shoulders. I closed my eyes a little tighter and gripped his shoulder while enjoying the cold and wetness every time his tongue touched my neck. But it wasn't long before I felt a little pain when he bit my neck to leave a mark. I came back to my senses and pushed him away.
He looked so shocked when he realised what we had done, and without a word, he stormed out of my room, and that was when I broke down in tears.
I'm a sinner, and even hell will refuse to accept me.
"Miss, are you already?"
The men sitting beside me handed me a tissue. I smiled sadly and accepted it when I realised that my face was all wet and my makeup was ruined from crying hard.
"Thank you"
"You're welcome, by the way, I'm your hope, you're my hope, I'm J-HOPE."
"Hello, I'm Y/N, and it's a pleasure to meet you, J-HOPEEEEEEE..."
Wahhh, this guy's mood is as bright as sunshine.
HAPPY FATHERS DAY TO ALL FATHERS AROUND THE WORLD 💜💜💜